Friendships

Hi there folks...

Its been ages since my last online confession... Hee Hee...

Believe it or not, I have actually been putting a real pen to real paper for the last couple of months, and that is why no online posts.

And today I found myself sitting in the office on this rather gloomy day thinking, hey. I should Blog.

The problem is I had nothing to say.Nothing that I would read in anyway.

But hey, 2 hours later, and I think I might just have come up with a topic that I would like to share. FRIENDSHIPS

I have been the proud owner of some really good and some really Fucked-up Friendships during my short existance.

And I find myself at major crossroads at the moment? Where are all these so called friends? Friends that I helped during hard times, friends that I laughed with and cried with?

Its funny really, I do sometimes get the odd sms saying I should register to Vote... Thx, B. It made me feel warm and fussy inside. Made me think of how I paid for you to drown your sorrows, after your GF ran of with you Best Friend. And then there is the quick email or Voice message saying we should get together - Same message for the past 2 months.

Its funny really. I mean, I am a very busy person. I practically run a company, run a household and I also have loads of hobbies and a keen interest in ALONe time. However, it doesnt seem to be such a mission taking a couple of hours to meet up with a friend. Go for Coffee, adult Bevs or Catching a movie. And for some reason, friends claim that their lives are too busy. And thats why they havent spoken to me in ages. BULLSHIT!

But, hey I am not a totally unreasonable person. I just find it amazing that their lives slow down completely to phone me up and moan about something...

Well, I hsve said no more, you see the thing is they might have found out that I am not in such s happy place had they actually bothered to keep their appt with me. Had they actually phoned back when I left a message on their phone.

And this is me, saying I dont care anymore. Phone, dont phone, SMS, dont SMS. Who gives Fuck anymore. Form now on I will embrce being a whore of friend,and if you cant give me anything then Im not interested.

MWAH!